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I'm embarrassed
I've had a while to sit with my emotions. I'm sad. I'm hurt. I'm disappointed. I'm sad that so few saw me as anything other than an object to receive sexual attention from. I never did porn to earn money, sweet bonus sure, but not my focus. People are confused, Learning to love yourself? Whuzzat mean? I have so much self-loathing. When I'm not isolating and "ghosting" people, because people demand constant attention always and the phone glued to us like a horrible appendage. I never want to ignore anyone, but there are a lot of days where I wonder "Why do I even bother?" Days where I haven't left my bed. Everything feels so surface level when I've seen the true face of my country. My life growing up wondering, "When is the shoe going to drop?" Now.
My daydreams of just being somewhere where people love me for hours and from my toes to my nose... is just probably fantasy. I know cynics have the world wrong, folk do care, folks are just as distraught as I am... I just feel that kindness is the minority. I feel gutted. I feel alone and I still have to get up and go to work like nothing is amiss.
My daydreams of just being somewhere where people love me for hours and from my toes to my nose... is just probably fantasy. I know cynics have the world wrong, folk do care, folks are just as distraught as I am... I just feel that kindness is the minority. I feel gutted. I feel alone and I still have to get up and go to work like nothing is amiss.
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Irishfan12345
3个月前
100% right that kindness is the minority now. No one cares anymore. It's honestly quite a shame.
Your last sentence speaks volumes...I feel like that most every day.
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Bye!
Anyone who voted to have Trump as our leader, you did this. It's been a really fun ride. I met some nice people. Most of you boys pebbled me with, hey, hey, hey. hey. hey some only wanted my attention when their dick was already out, bossing me around for better views of me while never giving anything back. I am not an object.
4个月前
Wish I could say something that would make it easier but I can’t…I don’t blame you for deleting everything. Nothing but best wishes to you
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